getting bored on a peavy amp in 1984

i've neglected my blog. though i don't have much to say. i just have a few thoughts for today, then i've got to do some work. i find that even when i have a "game plan" i don't follow it. i find myself getting caught up even when i'm trying to be overly cautious. why is that? i guess just because it can be fun and easy and a great distraction from the mundane. and much of the time we get caught up in things we enjoy, things that we like spending time doing, seeing, things that flatter us, things that make us feel special, needed, etc. i just find it interesting. when do you stop fighting and get caught up? i think i used to be good at discerning that, but i'm not sure as of late. i'm either one extreme or the other it seems. i don't think i like that. i mean i'm doing okay right now, but i'm pretty sure it is going to catch up with me sooner than later. it always does huh? or i think i'm doing okay, and i find myself getting caught up and have to reel myself back in again. i don't know what it is...

anyways, i need to drink a bunch of water. grey's anatomy premeires tonight, as does the office!!!! who else is excited. but i'm going to have to tape one of them. either that or just get the office off itunes tomorrow.

i wish i was napping. i might do that when i get home for a few minutes. i super excited about some things this week. that is nice.