i was just asking

MB said I needed to write a blog. So here I am. Something I have been lately is fickle. I think I am more fickle all of the time than what I realize. I have always described it as restlessness, and I guess it is sort of the same, but then again I don't know.

Thus far, Sunday to right now, this week has been kinda funny. Honestly I would like to zone out right about now. I feel like I'm all over the place, but not in a super desperate kind of way. 've had some suprises and comfort has come from unexpected places. I'm not even sure it is really comfort, but I'm not sure how else to talk about it. So there you go.

Sometimes I wonder how we can become so confident and wrapped up in ourselves. I know I'm totally guilty of it too, but do you ever want to look at someone and say "Get over yourself." ?Maybe they would say it back. Probably. We are always so ready to assume that everything is about us, concerns us, needs our attention. But then again I often have a hard time taking things at face value, so maybe not everyone is wrapped up in themselves after all. I will think about it that way, I'd rather give humanity the benefit of the doubt.

I'm feeling a bit anxious about the remainder of the week. It will be fine. But I'm pretty excited because ACL is this weekend and I'm going. I'm excited to be going to Texas and excited to be going to Austin. It should be fun, I'm really looking forward to it. I miss Texas. I miss my friends. I miss some other things too. The honeymoon period is wearing off and the day to day is setting in. I've got to make my adventures I guess; put myself in cool-type situations. Or something like that. One of these days I'll find my groove.

Two things before I go. I'm listening to the new John Mayer CD and I like it. It is a different sound and one that I like. Second, there is a guy who works in the marketing department here who walks down the hall like Mussolini. He just walked by and I felt like I needed to salute him or something.

Listening, Continuum, John Mayer