can't see tomorrow with yesterday's eyes

okay.
i don't know.
i just don't know.
things are sort of okay on the outside.
but i'm feeling like i'm fooling myself on the inside.
its not that big of a deal right?
not that much has changed.
just maybe the motivation? but i'm not sure that has even changed....simply the exectution.
but i'm not for sure on that.
i'm constantly exhausted.
i don't want to be.
there are things i want, and things that i don't.
i'm working through it. with some help.
just gotta keep working through some things.
yeah. keep on truckin.
i have things to say, but not here. nope.
i like people better than computers anyways. they are nicer.
less crunchy....
they hug back.

Reading: Job posts. yeeeeeaaaaah.