chasing our tails

monday. what a day. oh yeah, so i was so caught up in my emotional whatever that i forgot to share with you the petty details of my weekend. lets see how much i can get through, when i get all emotional and stuff i tend to forget the regular old day stuff. here we go. friday was a day off so i chilled, it was nice. i took it easy and that was good. did some returning, some exchanging, etc, etc. saturday i slept in a bit and tried to pick up the clutter than managed to accumulate in my home. eh. then i went to the second installment of silence sessions featuring homer hiccolm and the rocketboys. i rather enjoyed it. it was an hour of good music in a dark room. the rest of the day was spent in some sort of sleepy, emotionally charged fog. sunday, you've heard about and today was a monday. i did some stuff. not enough probably. and i'm still awake at 3:30 a.m., for who knows why (besides talking to mize), and thinking about how i should probably go to bed. "the scientist," coldplay, was just on nocturnal state. interesting. now we've got "cold december," matt costa. today i recognized the fact that i enjoy wearing sweatpants and shorts and tshirts. i would like to live in them. i think someone should help me find a job wear i can wear awesome stuff like that everyday. as much as i enjoy dressing up, it is a lot of work, and it is always a relief to put on your "home" clothes. hm. i'm talking about absolutely nothing, but that is kind of nice for me right now. "upside down," jack johnson. i love this song. it makes me happy. but it also makes me miss things. "high and dry," radiohead. vh1 is doing a bang up job tonight. gre prep was boring tonight, but helpful still. okay i'm done, i'm fresh talked out. i'm just beat, emotionally strung out, just full and empty and everything in between and totally needing to just chill out. that is my goal for tomorrow. i'm taking some time for me, and trying to chill out. check back and see how it went.